holidays tends to get quite boring when you have nothing to do and days seems to pass by streamlessly  and  day by day you realize that you'd just want the holidays to be done and over with and start school as soon as possible.

i was looking at my schools website and i began scrolling through the cca's and I'm actually impressed that they have loads of cca's .I've came across a couple which i seemed interested in ...they are toastmasters(since i loved to talk ,here's an opportunity to refine my skills),diving(my love for the sea is beyond anything you can think of )debate(learn to rebel in an intelligent way?...might give it a shot)akido(ooh I'm SO taking this ..MARTIAL ARTS.)the reason behind this is actually sad..OK when i was young i wasn't the whole

stand up for you rights kinda guy...neither was i the "shut your mouth punk before i poop it " kinda guy .i was an average guy who went to school with a $2 and came back full ..ok..ok.who am i kidding i was a weak punk and was scared of everything ..but then during my secondary days ..there was this moment where i was beaten up badly that i broke my finger and guess what ...I DIDN'T even RETALIATE ...

well enough of that ..lets fas forward abit 

i was dating this girl for a couple of months but things seems to be going out well but like all relationships we had our quarrels and there was this particular quarrel where she told me that "beneath all of that muscle your actually weak " those words hit me like a brick ..who was i kidding ..she was right beneath all my muscle i'm still that boy that i've always been .so by taking aikido and snowbording and wake bording ,i'm slowly overcoming my fears .well thats it we broke up and life goes on right ....well if you are reading this then i'm sorry(you knoe for what)

its abit late but here are my goals for this year

1)learn how to cook 7 dishes(food is the way to a girl's heart)

2)be a whole new person in poly(the change which i always wanted)

3)being a libra i hate being alone so i want lots of friends(much more than i have now)

4)learn salsa and bachata

5)get myself a new cam with a gps so i can get my location of the pics where i took them(you can only do this on a mac )

6)Lean Surfing(wanting to go to austrialla)

7)get a 3 feet marine tank (upgrade my 2 feet tank)

8)get MY ABS (working on them seriously)

9)no more pimples (processing..went to skin centre for treatment)

10)to make up to everyone i ever hurt in my life