Tuesday, December 2, 2008
my deepest apologies that i have not been writing in my blog .well my real or so called "excuse" i could give my self is that i was working .yes you heard that i've got a jobbbbb and i'm daam siked mainly beacause i got a job which actually involves me using my "socialbility" into act and not into play(if you know what i mean).well i got a job a '
MADE WITH LOVE' its situated at plaza singapura
the shop actually deals with making of scrapbooks and other crafty things.so people out there if you ever want help to make for your boyfriend or girlfriend i'd be most willing to help in any way possible i guess i'm gonna make it one of these days for somebody special.ok here's the funny part i actually did not want this job because you know me ,i aint really the creative one here ,so back to the story ...i was job hunting with a good friend of mine 'ying ling'(i may annoy her sometimes but its fun haha) she is an art student and all so she was really interested in that job so she pulled me in the shop and grapped an application form for me and her and guess who got called in two days time
.......ME not her but ME i was really shocked cause i didnt actually want the job but hey i was jobless... so i had no other choice i had to get money from somewhere for my austrialla trip .so i took it ,the first few days days were really bad beause they were really loadz of stuff i was really what people in my country would say in french"flou" which means ''blur'' in singapore contexts .anyways i made more friends that i could ever meet my whole year.she shop is always packed with young ladies and ladies young at heart all are friendly and we do have the occasional sirs who come in who wants me to help them to make something for their partner or wife.there is this girl who is really over of the roof for me ,her name is karin (well at least thats how i guess its spelled out) she isthe kind of girli guess i really wanted to meet she has the cutest laugh anyone could ever hear her smile is so alluring like bees to honey well thats all i'm gonna say about her dont wanna go overboard ..and ohh yahh guess what ......she works there toooo hahaha ok well enough of work really lets talk about me
life have been really tiring for me but fun and enduring for me ,i placed my self for the standard chartered race up this sunday monday is hari raya and i'm planning to take up dance lessons prolly salsa or tango well i gotta find a partner maybe i'll ask karin if she wants but hey maye i'll not ask her i'll see what will happens but if any of you guys wanna join me i'd really be happy (ps;no boys please)no offence to the dudes i dont think it'll be comfortable for two guys to be dancing .well thats about it for dancing ,to be honest blogging to be is where i can actually write how i feel that instant i dont dont really care what goes into it as long as i can reald it the next day and tell myself tat"DUDE ok you were abit emotional yestereday and you are aware of that so make sure you make yourself happy today" call me crazy or insane but that is what i tell myself everytime i'm feeling down or alone(i'm a libra i tend to feel alone and always keep to my self) so if anyone of you who wanna know me more deeper and not in a superfical way just read my blog(if your lucky i do update and if not then i guess too bad then and if your really lucky i may show that side to you) i may look like i dont give a shit about stuff always but deep down when i sit alone in a comfort zone i do actually realize what a jerk i really am and since i already potray that image to people who i already know,i tend to keep it that way but i'm actually trying to change i'm really different infront of the people i do work with well all in all what i have to say before i end is that if you want to hate me be my guest but loving me thats another situation its hard really ,and i really mean no harm at all thank you all for listening to my pathaetic story of mine and i do apologize for my improper language used or vocab mistakes whichi have made along the way .take care people and
Merry Christmas may all your wishes be fulfilled (i hope mine will)
peace&love
walid
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